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My Heart is Still Mine... Even After All This Time.
From Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, English, 2024.
Fear not the armor
the lovely strong steel
but fear neither body
wherein love you shall feelYonder life is a mystery
born of glittering lines
and the clasp is trustworthy
yet, my hour naught foundSo I try there to walk
among the shivering pines
and I try to be braver
following this path as it bindsSo hear me, morning hour:
that not even man with all his power
can consequence outrun
and joy is but a drop dew in the sun!So when in flower, turned to fruit
go declaim of every truth:
that even he who loves in truce
would sooner light his own fuse
than be generous with his youthWe dreamt in dark, of dragon wing
and there was nothing left to say
so dear friend, be on your way
we’ll meet again one dayYes, go back to the grave
and I’ll meet you there one dayAnd remember, Oh ay
that love’s a needle in hay
and life’s a mighty good garden
inwhich humans do playAnd I played, O, I played
ran roads by paths paved
and at the end of all days..
my own heart was savedI saw the water fall from the sky
when the fire was plowed
now it rages on no more..
for I’ve opened up the doorlook yonder, to yore!
I’m reborn evermore
and this time I’m sure,
that I know what love’s for
and it’s joy, joy to the core
it’s mortality’s only cureSo..
Ba dum, ba dum
My heart’s still mineBa dum, ba dum
even after all this time.. -
A Thousand Flowers (À Mon Seul Désir)
From The Romance of Sir Florimund, English, 2022.
Ah, be greeted my friend
it seems we’ve reached the road’s end
a fine one it’s been, and I must pay thee thanks
for the time that you’ve lent
ah pay no dime, oh it’s fine!
I’ll ride off into time
to be gone among the lines
of the great tapestry lime
early rose adulation
in yow and in tow
for the cosseted little heart
who wouldn’t ride in the cart
and woven are dreams
threaded ‘mong friend and foe
and as shorn as I was
I ate up the day
and listened to sounds
where good men doth play
but woven is life
on the loom of the bellow
and call just a lil louder
popped up on your elbow
put your hand in the water
over the side of the boat
feeling the leyline
where a thousand flowers are-a float
free of all sense
by neither command nor purpose
carried by winds
and ferried o’ fate-r
alas it is slow
the good stride of the plow
but there on the waves
there’s a wind from the sea
stand in its path
and breathe it in deeply
do you feel now the light
and the stride in your steel?
Do you feel now at ease?
when great flowers grow at your feet
and now I’ll sit here and weep
of good joy in my little keep
see how far we have ridden?
ah, I’ll rest now my feet
and it’s true what they say
that night gives way to day
and it’s true what they say
that no matter how our stories play
our endings rarely square
with our beginnings, ho hay
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Sword and Steel
From The Romance of Sir Florimund, English, 2022.
Let it rest
as I sleep through the daze
and taller still’s my need
to be fulfilled and free
and woe that ever I did doubt
in my daring stride
(Are you ready now, my dear?
arm yourself, it’s time)
My shield painted red
by besotted conclusion
told over to me
do my worst, do my best
I sure put myself to the test
(My lord, Will I suffice?
Oh, you always did, and always will)
And leap for the faith
to trust in the water
but did I pour it on the stone
to summon this storm?
But my insecurity is a bellicose fool
and he swept me away
but I will save the day
and break out of this cage
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And so it was that some day
I shouted appeased
“the one who has come
will take their measure at ease”
I saw it too early and soon
so hide now my whereabouts
lest you begotten some scratch
on thy chestplate
And woe that ever I did fear myself
and my heart
for I am as steady and free
as the goshawk
So rise now and fight!
with sword and steel
and scream to your demon
that you don’t give a fistful of ash
for his haughty threats!
I succour the heavenly steed
when irate’s the battlefield
to inflate such big hearts
with bravery
And so it was that this day
I shouted at ease
“I’m the one who has come
and I will take my measure, at ease
and bring immeasurable peace”
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An Exhortation to Art
From Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, English, 2024.
Art is boundless, art is eternal
it is the only one thing
that can capture the ephemeral
Look, love, listen and see
I feel with my little heart..
something greater than the sum of its parts
and I live with my little soul
a time enriched, which makes it all whole
We gather together, in reverence
and we sit together, in penitence
once chalk, limestone
a carved bow, carved bone
turned oil, new-grown
in eternal shade
a vibrant tone
Look, love, listen and see
what do you feel?
Art is our love taken form,
the glow as it pulses, in a heart good and warm
and art is the shape of our longing
in yearning for rain, a calm summer wind
finding its way in..
I saw many things, I say them again
I’ve given everything,
and my passion knows no end
convolution, absolution
brings the depth of the human existence
into fruition
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Cligès
From The Romance of Sir Florimund, English, 2022.
Sleeping down here in the bower
we’re alone and we are free
our love’s hidden away high in a tower
it’s guarded with good fidelity
And in morning I find myself wishing
that day would turn into night
to sneak into the courtly garden
and beseech a kiss in pale moonlight
(So if fame who speaks his praise
does not lie or deceit
Do I make him my lord and master?)
To have the favor of such a knight
my heart may flatter
now will he be so handsome
noble, and true
that I could hold up the gold
and he would mimic its hue?
Yet I’ve walked through the world
with lion and mead
I drink from the horn
and spit at my feet
I wait now for thee
to come charging on steed
and he who serves a worthy man
is wicked indeed
if he does not improve in his company
Will the sea now go dry
before I find him?
will the lark now go silent
before I hear him?
I held aloof from love
but it wails now for me
and I know more of this
than the ox does of plowing
Yet I’ve jousted at court
with blade, clad in besagews
so I’m fine on my own
and I don’t feel alone
But I still dream of the man
who would cross the sword bridge for me
and I still dream of the knight
who would kneel down for me
and ask for my hand
And if no man shall do this
then no man shall have me
for I try my best to be
tender and kind
But I won’t have feeble love
and I won’t have half of thee
I yearn for true consummation
of the heart’s soaring desire
I will find him in the shade
underneath the great apple trees
I take this one golden strand from the comb
and I hide it without treachery
to lift this heavy stone slab
and sail across all seas
I’ll call him by true name
and evoke love’s tint
I’ll carve him in my heart now
or carve it in my own
And to have the favor of such a knight
my heart may vision and fantasize
and he will be so handsome
noble and true
that I’ll hold up the gold
and it will mimic his hue
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'Tis the Ballad of John and the Wilis
From Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, English, 2024.
Look ye, hark ye! - I am come to the land of love
for a liaison in the garden, hidden by the dale
but such was the issue, and thus was the tale to be told;
in which every flower rots in my hand
and old, it is old, the myth of the man
who gives what is good, and dares go aland
even in stranger lands
Alas I’ve Given it All, but Mercy Has No Chance.. The Night is so Long - And Cruel Men Must Dance, O, I cower..
In fear of the plague!
for I have seen a field of flowers where precious time is powdered to dust in the mill
And it was right then and there, that I let go of fear - and first met the wilies, my dear
So hear me Myrtha, I leave their fates to you
for you showed me it’s true; man’s heart is but a drop of dew in the sun
yes, man’s heart is but a drop of dew on the violet flower at dusk
it’s a light held in fashion, just a toy in blood
So I slept in a rosebud, and awoke to the rain
it stilled every fire, and conquered the pain..
Now lo and behold..
My heart is still mine...
even after all this time.
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Galahad
From The Romance of Sir Florimund, English, 2022.
Would that I were like you
so shining and well formed
covered for the years
to be unveiled before the dawn
Would that I were like you
so high and nobly born
bereft of all fear
and thereby drawn from the stone
Would that I were like you
so that when I walk
it’d be with angels at my side
heralded by the stride
of a million miles
Yes, I wish to be
a very good knight
raise my hands to the sky
to be respected in spite
of beauty and mercy
with a heart that burns bright
I kneel in the nave
to lend all my sun
but peace without commotion
is so rarely won
And if I ask for your roebuck
I shall have all or none
know that I yearn for devotion
and I won’t reign emotion
So where I plant my lance
healing waters shall flow
and he who begs mercy
shall have it, and know
that his body is sacred
for I shall never stoop low
And the king’s court will burn
to hear new tidings of me
and paint me in poems
to fill quivers by piece
In the forest they shiver
hunting my image
but they’ll catch only a sliver
and do me no damage
I’m the sword between lovers
on the pristine sheets
keeper of glory
for magnanimity
So peace be with you
won’t you come with me
dismount from your horse
and eat from the great granary?
Sit down now
and hear of this
Four are the lions
who guard the son of the king
tell me where do you bow down
in the desolate winds?
Ah, what marvels be seen
by a man who is deemed
blessed and true
like the legend o’ you
You’re the spotless white bull
in the meadow corral
you swim through the poison
to emerge with a crown
And I say to myself
“go on, foolish thing
can you ever be good
as the sons of ban’s kin?”
“Ah wretch, I’m done
I am sullied and wrong
how can I go on
when discord has won”
But from the sky to my feet
secrets fall easily
and the marvels be given
for they can never cease
Oh, Galahad
flower of chivalry
and man of the light
may it be that I be
as good as is right
so my heart remains pure
even lost in the plight
And woe isn’t me
for I see what I see
and woe won’t come near
for I’ve banished my fear
Oh, Galahad
the very good knight
and beacon of might
may it be that I be
as good as is right
so my mistakes are cleansed
and cured of all blight
And woe isn’t me
I’ll be healthy and free
and woe won’t come here
for I’ve called you my dear
to come be my lodestar
and light the way clear
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No more but so?
From Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, English, 2024.
È del poeta il fin la meraviglia
Poetry is the breath and finer spirit of all knowledge
it is drops of dew on the countenance of all beauty
I become I; by becoming all
I become life, the antidote to walls and barriers
of time, and thought
opinion and place
lines untraced, tears on your face
I’m the uniter
of age and wealth,
body and health
I bring we together
so we can exist forever
it is wonder, fascination
in nostalgia
and ablution
vanitas, infinitas
where are they?
bound to the sound
just waiting to be found
and you were lost on the moor
came home to a locked door
so left a pasquinade, little rodomontade
we playfully play
make joy of your frustration
enter it, once astray
and now you’re here
I become my poem
I become my love
Poetens syfte, är att väcka förundran
fifteen, nineteen
eighteen..
longing ad infinitum
yearning for the marching of the drum
No more but so?
we must better learn
to know a hawk from a handsaw
Know a lark from a willow
and a thing of beauty is a joy forever: its loveliness increases:
it will never pass into nothingness
many a poet are born to feel unseen
No more but so?
sir, I am come to pastoralia
saw the whole world grow from a pomegranate..
Daphnis ego in silvis
memento mori, she’s lost on the moors, miss
a golden beacon raised for you
so you could find your way through
I become the poem
I become immortal
in gaudium, gaudium;
et in arcadia ego
Gaudete!
I’m everywhere
you must dissolve obligation,
in order to let go
No more but so?
O, the things you know..
I am determined to have curiosity
I will be wise, henceforward
I will listen thrice
think more than twice
finding your own voice, is the greatest price
of all
‘tis the way all must go
it’s no more but so
this lives on
gives life to thee
this lives on
gives life to me
Do you see?
come and be,
with me
come and be
be me
be you
wings unseen,
herald’s call
become visible
leave, but stay
ad infinitum
a melody endlessly strum
on the golden lyre
an almost inaudible hum..
olympic flame,
a neverending game
no winners
no losers
only bruises and bouquets
the poet
he is, become infinity
just so, intrinsically
a poet
a human
the most essential balm
and the most vital thing
I’ve found the holy grail
and it resides in the richness of a tale
in the tales we tell,
the poems we read
I write tonight, in golden light
I fight nothing, ‘tis the only thing that’s right
and for once, all is right
I fight nothing, and find everything
in nothing
since time immemorial, I deplore you
be part of this legacy
enter into ecstasy
a rapture..
the rapture
captured in a word
risen from the ink
The purpose of the poet
is to instill wonder
and to open gateways
meaning is predicated on this feeling
for meaning is itself; a feeling
unreeling, so unreeling
I am feeling, always feeling
this one feeling
now I am, become life
not all is bleak on this earth
not all is lost in strife
listen and see
deep within the chaos
you can be free
you; the eye of the storm
and poetry? the way a sanctuary takes form
Je suis née pour ce faire
Detta är mitt syfte
Je suis née pour ce faire..
Detta är min mening
It’s no more but so..