• My Heart is Still Mine... Even After All This Time.

    From Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, English, 2024.

    Fear not the armor
    the lovely strong steel
    but fear neither body
    wherein love you shall feel

    Yonder life is a mystery
    born of glittering lines
    and the clasp is trustworthy
    yet, my hour naught found

    So I try there to walk
    among the shivering pines
    and I try to be braver
    following this path as it binds

    So hear me, morning hour:
    that not even man with all his power
    can consequence outrun
    and joy is but a drop dew in the sun!

    So when in flower, turned to fruit
    go declaim of every truth:
    that even he who loves in truce
    would sooner light his own fuse
    than be generous with his youth

    We dreamt in dark, of dragon wing
    and there was nothing left to say
    so dear friend, be on your way
    we’ll meet again one day

    Yes, go back to the grave
    and I’ll meet you there one day

    And remember, Oh ay
    that love’s a needle in hay
    and life’s a mighty good garden
    inwhich humans do play

    And I played, O, I played
    ran roads by paths paved
    and at the end of all days..
    my own heart was saved

    I saw the water fall from the sky
    when the fire was plowed
    now it rages on no more..
    for I’ve opened up the door

    look yonder, to yore!

    I’m reborn evermore
    and this time I’m sure,
    that I know what love’s for
    and it’s joy, joy to the core
    it’s mortality’s only cure

    So..

    Ba dum, ba dum
    My heart’s still mine

    Ba dum, ba dum
    even after all this time..

  • A Thousand Flowers (À Mon Seul Désir)

    From The Romance of Sir Florimund, English, 2022.

    Ah, be greeted my friend

    it seems we’ve reached the road’s end

    a fine one it’s been, and I must pay thee thanks

    for the time that you’ve lent

    ah pay no dime, oh it’s fine!

    I’ll ride off into time

    to be gone among the lines

    of the great tapestry lime

    early rose adulation

    in yow and in tow

    for the cosseted little heart

    who wouldn’t ride in the cart

    and woven are dreams

    threaded ‘mong friend and foe

    and as shorn as I was

    I ate up the day

    and listened to sounds

    where good men doth play

    but woven is life

    on the loom of the bellow

    and call just a lil louder

    popped up on your elbow

    put your hand in the water

    over the side of the boat

    feeling the leyline

    where a thousand flowers are-a float

    free of all sense

    by neither command nor purpose

    carried by winds

    and ferried o’ fate-r

    alas it is slow

    the good stride of the plow

    but there on the waves

    there’s a wind from the sea

    stand in its path

    and breathe it in deeply

    do you feel now the light

    and the stride in your steel?

    Do you feel now at ease?

    when great flowers grow at your feet

    and now I’ll sit here and weep

    of good joy in my little keep

    see how far we have ridden?

    ah, I’ll rest now my feet

    and it’s true what they say

    that night gives way to day

    and it’s true what they say

    that no matter how our stories play

    our endings rarely square

    with our beginnings, ho hay

  • Sword and Steel

    From The Romance of Sir Florimund, English, 2022.

    Let it rest

    as I sleep through the daze

    and taller still’s my need

    to be fulfilled and free

    and woe that ever I did doubt

    in my daring stride

     

    (Are you ready now, my dear?

    arm yourself, it’s time)

     

    My shield painted red

    by besotted conclusion

    told over to me

    do my worst, do my best

    I sure put myself to the test

     

    (My lord, Will I suffice?

    Oh, you always did, and always will)

     

    And leap for the faith

    to trust in the water

    but did I pour it on the stone

    to summon this storm?

     

    But my insecurity is a bellicose fool

    and he swept me away

    but I will save the day

    and break out of this cage

     

    ~

     

    And so it was that some day

    I shouted appeased

    “the one who has come

    will take their measure at ease”

     

    I saw it too early and soon

    so hide now my whereabouts

    lest you begotten some scratch

    on thy chestplate

     

    And woe that ever I did fear myself

    and my heart

    for I am as steady and free

    as the goshawk

     

    So rise now and fight!

    with sword and steel

    and scream to your demon

    that you don’t give a fistful of ash

    for his haughty threats!

     

    I succour the heavenly steed

    when irate’s the battlefield

    to inflate such big hearts

    with bravery

     

    And so it was that this day

    I shouted at ease

    “I’m the one who has come

    and I will take my measure, at ease

    and bring immeasurable peace”

  • An Exhortation to Art

    From Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, English, 2024.

    Art is boundless, art is eternal

    it is the only one thing

    that can capture the ephemeral

     

    Look, love, listen and see

    I feel with my little heart..

    something greater than the sum of its parts

    and I live with my little soul

    a time enriched, which makes it all whole

     

    We gather together, in reverence

    and we sit together, in penitence

    once chalk, limestone

    a carved bow, carved bone

    turned oil, new-grown

    in eternal shade

    a vibrant tone

     

    Look, love, listen and see

    what do you feel?

     

    Art is our love taken form,

    the glow as it pulses, in a heart good and warm

    and art is the shape of our longing

    in yearning for rain, a calm summer wind

    finding its way in..

     

    I saw many things, I say them again

    I’ve given everything,

    and my passion knows no end

    convolution, absolution

    brings the depth of the human existence

    into fruition

  • Cligès

    From The Romance of Sir Florimund, English, 2022.

    Sleeping down here in the bower

    we’re alone and we are free

    our love’s hidden away high in a tower

    it’s guarded with good fidelity

     

    And in morning I find myself wishing

    that day would turn into night

    to sneak into the courtly garden

    and beseech a kiss in pale moonlight

     

    (So if fame who speaks his praise

    does not lie or deceit

    Do I make him my lord and master?)

     

    To have the favor of such a knight

    my heart may flatter

    now will he be so handsome

    noble, and true

    that I could hold up the gold

    and he would mimic its hue?

     

    Yet I’ve walked through the world

    with lion and mead

    I drink from the horn

    and spit at my feet

     

    I wait now for thee

    to come charging on steed

    and he who serves a worthy man 

    is wicked indeed

    if he does not improve in his company

     

    Will the sea now go dry

    before I find him?

    will the lark now go silent

    before I hear him?

     

    I held aloof from love

    but it wails now for me

    and I know more of this

    than the ox does of plowing

     

    Yet I’ve jousted at court

    with blade, clad in besagews

    so I’m fine on my own

    and I don’t feel alone


     

    But I still dream of the man

    who would cross the sword bridge for me

    and I still dream of the knight

    who would kneel down for me

    and ask for my hand

     

    And if no man shall do this

    then no man shall have me

    for I try my best to be

    tender and kind

     

    But I won’t have feeble love

    and I won’t have half of thee

    I yearn for true consummation

    of the heart’s soaring desire

     

    I will find him in the shade

    underneath the great apple trees

     

    I take this one golden strand from the comb

    and I hide it without treachery

    to lift this heavy stone slab

    and sail across all seas

     

    I’ll call him by true name

    and evoke love’s tint

    I’ll carve him in my heart now

    or carve it in my own

     

    And to have the favor of such a knight

    my heart may vision and fantasize

    and he will be so handsome

    noble and true

    that I’ll hold up the gold

    and it will mimic his hue

  • 'Tis the Ballad of John and the Wilis

    From Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, English, 2024.

    Look ye, hark ye! - I am come to the land of love

    for a liaison in the garden, hidden by the dale

    but such was the issue, and thus was the tale to be told;

    in which every flower rots in my hand

    and old, it is old, the myth of the man

    who gives what is good, and dares go aland

    even in stranger lands

     

    Alas I’ve Given it All, but Mercy Has No Chance.. The Night is so Long - And Cruel Men Must Dance, O, I cower..

     

    In fear of the plague!

    for I have seen a field of flowers where precious time is powdered to dust in the mill

    And it was right then and there, that I let go of fear - and first met the wilies, my dear

     

    So hear me Myrtha, I leave their fates to you

    for you showed me it’s true; man’s heart is but a drop of dew in the sun

    yes, man’s heart is but a drop of dew on the violet flower at dusk

    it’s a light held in fashion, just a toy in blood

     

    So I slept in a rosebud, and awoke to the rain

    it stilled every fire, and conquered the pain.. 

    Now lo and behold..

     

    My heart is still mine...

    even after all this time.

  • Galahad

    From The Romance of Sir Florimund, English, 2022.

    Would that I were like you

    so shining and well formed

    covered for the years

    to be unveiled before the dawn

     

    Would that I were like you

    so high and nobly born

    bereft of all fear

    and thereby drawn from the stone

     

    Would that I were like you

    so that when I walk

    it’d be with angels at my side

    heralded by the stride

    of a million miles

     

    Yes, I wish to be

    a very good knight

    raise my hands to the sky

    to be respected in spite

    of beauty and mercy

    with a heart that burns bright

     

    I kneel in the nave

    to lend all my sun

    but peace without commotion

    is so rarely won

     

    And if I ask for your roebuck

    I shall have all or none

    know that I yearn for devotion

    and I won’t reign emotion

     

    So where I plant my lance

    healing waters shall flow

    and he who begs mercy

    shall have it, and know

    that his body is sacred

    for I shall never stoop low

     

    And the king’s court will burn

    to hear new tidings of me

    and paint me in poems

    to fill quivers by piece

     

    In the forest they shiver

    hunting my image

    but they’ll catch only a sliver

    and do me no damage

     

    I’m the sword between lovers

    on the pristine sheets

    keeper of glory

    for magnanimity

     

    So peace be with you

    won’t you come with me

    dismount from your horse

    and eat from the great granary?

     

    Sit down now

    and hear of this

     

    Four are the lions

    who guard the son of the king

    tell me where do you bow down

    in the desolate winds?

     

    Ah, what marvels be seen

    by a man who is deemed

    blessed and true

    like the legend o’ you

     

    You’re the spotless white bull

    in the meadow corral

    you swim through the poison

    to emerge with a crown

     

    And I say to myself

    “go on, foolish thing

    can you ever be good

    as the sons of ban’s kin?”

     

    “Ah wretch, I’m done

    I am sullied and wrong

    how can I go on

    when discord has won”

     

    But from the sky to my feet

    secrets fall easily

    and the marvels be given

    for they can never cease

     

    Oh, Galahad

    flower of chivalry

    and man of the light

    may it be that I be

    as good as is right

    so my heart remains pure

    even lost in the plight

     

    And woe isn’t me

    for I see what I see

    and woe won’t come near

    for I’ve banished my fear

     

    Oh, Galahad

    the very good knight

    and beacon of might

    may it be that I be

    as good as is right

    so my mistakes are cleansed

    and cured of all blight

     

    And woe isn’t me

    I’ll be healthy and free

    and woe won’t come here

    for I’ve called you my dear

    to come be my lodestar

    and light the way clear

  • No more but so?

    From Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, English, 2024.

    È del poeta il fin la meraviglia

    Poetry is the breath and finer spirit of all knowledge
    it is drops of dew on the countenance of all beauty
    I become I; by becoming all
    I become life, the antidote to walls and barriers
    of time, and thought
    opinion and place
    lines untraced, tears on your face
    I’m the uniter
    of age and wealth,
    body and health
    I bring we together
    so we can exist forever

    it is wonder, fascination
    in nostalgia
    and ablution

    vanitas, infinitas
    where are they?
    bound to the sound
    just waiting to be found

    and you were lost on the moor
    came home to a locked door
    so left a pasquinade, little rodomontade
    we playfully play
    make joy of your frustration
    enter it, once astray
    and now you’re here

    I become my poem
    I become my love

    Poetens syfte, är att väcka förundran

    fifteen, nineteen
    eighteen..
    longing ad infinitum
    yearning for the marching of the drum
    No more but so?
    we must better learn
    to know a hawk from a handsaw
    Know a lark from a willow

    and a thing of beauty is a joy forever: its loveliness increases:
    it will never pass into nothingness
    many a poet are born to feel unseen
    No more but so?

    sir, I am come to pastoralia
    saw the whole world grow from a pomegranate..
    Daphnis ego in silvis
    memento mori, she’s lost on the moors, miss
    a golden beacon raised for you
    so you could find your way through

    I become the poem
    I become immortal
    in gaudium, gaudium;
    et in arcadia ego
    Gaudete!
    I’m everywhere
    you must dissolve obligation,
    in order to let go
    No more but so?
    O, the things you know..

    I am determined to have curiosity
    I will be wise, henceforward
    I will listen thrice
    think more than twice
    finding your own voice, is the greatest price
    of all
    ‘tis the way all must go
    it’s no more but so

    this lives on
    gives life to thee
    this lives on
    gives life to me
    Do you see?
    come and be,
    with me
    come and be
    be me
    be you

    wings unseen,
    herald’s call
    become visible
    leave, but stay
    ad infinitum
    a melody endlessly strum
    on the golden lyre
    an almost inaudible hum..

    olympic flame,
    a neverending game
    no winners
    no losers
    only bruises and bouquets

    the poet
    he is, become infinity
    just so, intrinsically
    a poet
    a human

    the most essential balm
    and the most vital thing
    I’ve found the holy grail
    and it resides in the richness of a tale
    in the tales we tell,
    the poems we read

    I write tonight, in golden light
    I fight nothing, ‘tis the only thing that’s right
    and for once, all is right
    I fight nothing, and find everything
    in nothing

    since time immemorial, I deplore you
    be part of this legacy
    enter into ecstasy
    a rapture..
    the rapture
    captured in a word
    risen from the ink

    The purpose of the poet
    is to instill wonder
    and to open gateways

    meaning is predicated on this feeling
    for meaning is itself; a feeling
    unreeling, so unreeling
    I am feeling, always feeling
    this one feeling

    now I am, become life
    not all is bleak on this earth
    not all is lost in strife
    listen and see
    deep within the chaos
    you can be free
    you; the eye of the storm
    and poetry? the way a sanctuary takes form

    Je suis née pour ce faire
    Detta är mitt syfte
    Je suis née pour ce faire..
    Detta är min mening

    It’s no more but so..