Man’s Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower, 2024

Music, Poetry, Visual Art, Animation, Video, Photography

Man's Heart is but a Drop of Dew on the Violet Flower is a multimedia art project inspired by Swedish culture and history, renaissance and gothic revival aesthetics, opera & ballet, classic literature and visual art from across the ages (paintings & sculpture) as well as poetry, traditional music and heraldry.

  • My Heart is Still Mine... Even After All This Time.

    Fear not the armor
    the lovely strong steel
    but fear neither body
    wherein love you shall feel

     

    Yonder life is a mystery
    born of glittering lines
    and the clasp is trustworthy
    yet, my hour naught found

     

    So I try there to walk
    among the shivering pines
    and I try to be braver
    following this path as it binds

     

    So hear me, morning hour:
    that not even man with all his power
    can consequence outrun
    and joy is but a drop dew in the sun!

     

    So when in flower, turned to fruit
    go declaim of every truth:
    that even he who loves in truce
    would sooner light his own fuse
    than be generous with his youth

     

    We dreamt in dark, of dragon wing
    and there was nothing left to say
    so dear friend, be on your way
    we’ll meet again one day

     

    Yes, go back to the grave
    and I’ll meet you there one day

     

    And remember, Oh ay
    that love’s a needle in hay
    and life’s a mighty good garden
    inwhich humans do play

     

    And I played, O, I played
    ran roads by paths paved
    and at the end of all days..
    my own heart was saved

     

    I saw the water fall from the sky
    when the fire was plowed
    now it rages on no more..
    for I’ve opened up the door
     

    look yonder, to yore!

    I’m reborn evermore
    and this time I’m sure,
    that I know what love’s for
    and it’s joy, joy to the core
    it’s mortality’s only cure

     

    So..

    Ba dum, ba dum
    My heart’s still mine

     

    Ba dum, ba dum
    even after all this time..

  • An Exhortation to Art

    Art is boundless, art is eternal

    it is the only one thing

    that can capture the ephemeral

     

    Look, love, listen and see

    I feel with my little heart..

    something greater than the sum of its parts

    and I live with my little soul

    a time enriched, which makes it all whole

     

    We gather together, in reverence

    and we sit together, in penitence

    once chalk, limestone

    a carved bow, carved bone

    turned oil, new-grown

    in eternal shade

    a vibrant tone

     

    Look, love, listen and see

    what do you feel?

     

    Art is our love taken form,

    the glow as it pulses, in a heart good and warm

    and art is the shape of our longing

    in yearning for rain, a calm summer wind

    finding its way in..

     

    I saw many things, I say them again

    I’ve given everything,

    and my passion knows no end

    convolution, absolution

    brings the depth of the human existence

    into fruition

  • 'Tis the Ballad of John and the Wilis

    Look ye, hark ye! - I am come to the land of love

    for a liaison in the garden, hidden by the dale

    but such was the issue, and thus was the tale to be told;

    in which every flower rots in my hand

    and old, it is old, the myth of the man

    who gives what is good, and dares go aland

    even in stranger lands

     

    Alas I’ve Given it All, but Mercy Has No Chance.. The Night is so Long - And Cruel Men Must Dance, O, I cower..

     

    In fear of the plague!

    for I have seen a field of flowers where precious time is powdered to dust in the mill

    And it was right then and there, that I let go of fear - and first met the wilies, my dear

     

    So hear me Myrtha, I leave their fates to you

    for you showed me it’s true; man’s heart is but a drop of dew in the sun

    yes, man’s heart is but a drop of dew on the violet flower at dusk

    it’s a light held in fashion, just a toy in blood

     

    So I slept in a rosebud, and awoke to the rain

    it stilled every fire, and conquered the pain.. 

    Now lo and behold..

     

    My heart is still mine...

    even after all this time.

  • No more but so?

    È del poeta il fin la meraviglia

    Poetry is the breath and finer spirit of all knowledge
    it is drops of dew on the countenance of all beauty
    I become I; by becoming all
    I become life, the antidote to walls and barriers
    of time, and thought
    opinion and place
    lines untraced, tears on your face
    I’m the uniter
    of age and wealth,
    body and health
    I bring we together
    so we can exist forever

    it is wonder, fascination
    in nostalgia
    and ablution

    vanitas, infinitas
    where are they?
    bound to the sound
    just waiting to be found

    and you were lost on the moor
    came home to a locked door
    so left a pasquinade, little rodomontade
    we playfully play
    make joy of your frustration
    enter it, once astray
    and now you’re here

    I become my poem
    I become my love

    Poetens syfte, är att väcka förundran

    fifteen, nineteen
    eighteen..
    longing ad infinitum
    yearning for the marching of the drum
    No more but so?
    we must better learn
    to know a hawk from a handsaw
    Know a lark from a willow

    and a thing of beauty is a joy forever: its loveliness increases:
    it will never pass into nothingness
    many a poet are born to feel unseen
    No more but so?

    sir, I am come to pastoralia
    saw the whole world grow from a pomegranate..
    Daphnis ego in silvis
    memento mori, she’s lost on the moors, miss
    a golden beacon raised for you
    so you could find your way through

    I become the poem
    I become immortal
    in gaudium, gaudium;
    et in arcadia ego
    Gaudete!
    I’m everywhere
    you must dissolve obligation,
    in order to let go
    No more but so?
    O, the things you know..

    I am determined to have curiosity
    I will be wise, henceforward
    I will listen thrice
    think more than twice
    finding your own voice, is the greatest price
    of all
    ‘tis the way all must go
    it’s no more but so

    this lives on
    gives life to thee
    this lives on
    gives life to me
    Do you see?
    come and be,
    with me
    come and be
    be me
    be you

    wings unseen,
    herald’s call
    become visible
    leave, but stay
    ad infinitum
    a melody endlessly strum
    on the golden lyre
    an almost inaudible hum..

    olympic flame,
    a neverending game
    no winners
    no losers
    only bruises and bouquets

    the poet
    he is, become infinity
    just so, intrinsically
    a poet
    a human

    the most essential balm
    and the most vital thing
    I’ve found the holy grail
    and it resides in the richness of a tale
    in the tales we tell,
    the poems we read

    I write tonight, in golden light
    I fight nothing, ‘tis the only thing that’s right
    and for once, all is right
    I fight nothing, and find everything
    in nothing

    since time immemorial, I deplore you
    be part of this legacy
    enter into ecstasy
    a rapture..
    the rapture
    captured in a word
    risen from the ink

    The purpose of the poet
    is to instill wonder
    and to open gateways

    meaning is predicated on this feeling
    for meaning is itself; a feeling
    unreeling, so unreeling
    I am feeling, always feeling
    this one feeling

    now I am, become life
    not all is bleak on this earth
    not all is lost in strife
    listen and see
    deep within the chaos
    you can be free
    you; the eye of the storm
    and poetry? the way a sanctuary takes form

    Je suis née pour ce faire
    Detta är mitt syfte
    Je suis née pour ce faire..
    Detta är min mening

    It’s no more but so..